Here is a reflection I had on Phase I of my fitness journey. It came after I found myself defeated and raw with emotions. There were multiple factors at play. I was post-partum and hormonal. I was also tired of not seeing results in my fitness and weight-loss journey. The most prevalent factor was spiritual warfare. I was weakened by my flesh and Satan did not miss a beat. He was right there, ready to bring me down. I give thanks and praise to the Good Lord for teaching me early on, what to do at such time of trial — call on Our Blessed Mother. She always leads me directly back to her son, Our Lord Jesus Christ.
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- I desire to be thin.
- He calls me to be healthy.
- That means moderate exercise and a healthy intake of food – not excessive daily exercise outside of my state of life and no starvation.
- He calls me to be healthy.
- I desire to get out of this stage in my journey and move onto a maintenance stage. A stage which I perceive to be an easier road.
- He calls me to embrace where I’m at and find Him in all the struggles.
- That means that i must seek to glorify Him in everything I do. This includes my failures as well as my successes, they are all His. He is pleased with my faithfulness to Him alone.
- He calls me to embrace where I’m at and find Him in all the struggles.
- I desire to gain order and control of my life and family.
- He calls me to surrender it all to Him.
- That means that I must not seek a worldly standard of success but embrace my crosses. I must be a joyful servant and be right ordered. My every moment should revolve around Him. I should seek his face in those around me.
- He calls me to surrender it all to Him.
My desires conformed to His will…
- Forget about my desires and seek only His will for me.
- Be content were I am.
- Find JOY (Him) in all that I’m surrounded with.
- Live each moment as though it were my last so that I can make it HOME!
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You have given it all to me. To you, Lord, I return it. Everything is yours; do with it what you will. Give me only your love and grace. That is enough for me. ~St. Ignatius of Loyola